new years: i was passed out in a room on an air mattress, only to be woken up in a sleepy daze by a horny girl and a horny boy. the guy started pulling me out of the room while i'm on the mattress, and i had no idea what was going on. "dude, what the fuck? what are you doing!" i said. "sorry man, we're gonna fuck." "ah shit, ok, whatever." so i was trying to fall back asleep right outside the room, until all i began hearing was: "ohhhh, ahhhhh, uh uh, ohhh yeah." loud moaning. it actually got me pretty horny myself, no lie. haha. sorry. i speak the the truth. jagger bombs are gross. i've always wanted to try them, and now i wish i hadn't. i didn't have anyone to kiss at midnight. not even a random slut or even someone ugly. i wonder why. it's probably me but i like to think it's them. ____ at court, it was long and boring. it must be the racism of cops picking up non-whites, but there was a very high proportion of mexicans there. i thought the judge was going to be a huge bitch, but she was actually respectable and decent. my attorney was late. it gave him a bad mark in my mind. he looks like such a silly boob, too. ____ what's wrong with me, what are my faults? i need to know and improve myself.