I'm actually not entirely sure if I'm going to go to Wisconsin. That's a huge commitment. And I do kind of want to go to Mankato. She wants me to, but she also said she thinks we could make a long distance relationship work if worse comes to worse. She also might go to Mankato with me still. I don't know. I've been on a lot of Vicodin lately, and I can't make any large decisions with all this in me. Life is growing up and getting a bit scary. I think, though, that as long as I have her things will be grand. Not that I have anything resembling a doubt in my mind, but if for some terrific reason we don't end up together, I don't think I will have any hope left. I'll let the air out of myself.