i'm sick.
I had a dream a few nights ago.. I wrote a really awesome song. the best song i've ever written.. but it was in my dream. when I woke up, I couldn't remember it. damn. i'm really not a good songwriter.
last night I woke up in a cold sweat. I had a dream about helping cats and then I saw on tv that cats can commit suicide if they're depressed.. then I woke up and heard Cutie meowing. I got scared and went to check on her. I found her laying contently in the living room and started hugging her and I started to cry. I know that sounds stupid, but it just really scared me. she's been depressed for soo long.. I don't know how to get her out of it.
I want to be a singer;;
& i'm going to be one.
5:24pm
thats so insane. i didnt know cats could commit suicide.
Poor cutie.
[xbreakmyheart]