You're damn fxcking right i'm fxcking PMSy. Jesus FXCKING CHRIST AM I PXSSED.
I FXCKING HATE HAVING A VAGINA. I'm not even kidding. I WANT TO RIP IT ALL OUT RIGHT NOW. The pain from that probably wouldn't even amount to the FXCKING PAIN I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW. AHHH. I just want it to GO THE FXCK AWAY SO I CAN SLEEP.
This is so much worse than when I was on the pills. It must be because i'm on the patch now. I'M GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE IN THE FACE I WANT TO DIE. And it's really making me have terrets. I'M GOING TO PUNCH MYSELF UNTIL I PASS OUT. Not really but I want to.
IT'S TWO FXCKING FORTY IN THE FXCKING MORNING AND I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE OF THIS MONSTER LIVING IN ME. FXCKING OVARY BULLSHXT. AHH I HAVE TO FXCKING CATCH THE BUS IN THE MORNING I'M GONNA DO A DRIVEBY SHOOTING.
JESUS FXCKING CHRIST KILL ME NOW.
2:43AM
happy BJ's birthday