Jeez.
I really don't like it when people say they're fat. And they're so obviously not. Yes I did just read Cara's last entry and he is NOT fat AT ALL. It's just, when they say that, it's like 'what am i? a beached whale?' and then in my head i'm saying "well, pretty much." I mean, I know i'm fat but that's just I don't know, mean. It's my fault that i'm like this. I'm not blaming anyone. Like all of my friends are smaller than me. And every so often they'll be like "I need to exercise, i'm fat" and i'm like '...'. And I know it's hard for them to watch what they say and for them, that might be 'fat'. I've never really been one to care about my weight and that's apparent, but it just makes me feel even lower when people like that say those things.
Onto a lighter note. Saturday was awesome. Margaux picked me and Kristina up from my house and we went to Target and I got something from Starbucks (yum). And then we went to the mall and I got some new magazines (I guess i'm pretty much just collecting them now). Then we went back to Margaux's house so she could get ready and then back to mine so I could.
Then we met up with Nina and her crew at The Underground. There were only like five Sophomores there so we left and went to Ushuaia's. We asked the guy inside if it was open because there weren't any cars in the parking lot and he said it would be at 9:30PM so we went to Margarita's with everyone. That was mucho fun. We just talked and drank virgin margaritas. Then we went back to Ushuaia's and Nina, Christina, and Gabby had to leave.
It was an 18+ night (we're seventeen) so we weren't sure if we'd get in. We did. At first there wasn't like anyone. It was like 11PM. At around midnight, EVERYONE showed up. The place was packed with sweaty bodies and sluts (Ushuaia's isn't very big). This guy came up behind me and wanted to grind and I wasn't feeling it so I just kept dancing and ignored him and then he came back like two more times. And this other guy came up behind me but I ignored him, too. Haha. There were a bunch of sluts dancing up on the stage in just bikini tops and jeans with cowboy hats. And these three girls danced up on a bar for the guys in the bar. It was mucho fun. We left around 1AM.
I was really hoping to get to writing tonight. Hmph.
11:46PM.