so a day when you've lost yourself completely
could be a night when your life ends
such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
all the pain held in your
hands are shaking cold
your hands are mine to hold
Alot has happened since I last updated.
My computer died.
I was left out in the cold [not literally].
I ruined Easter for my family.
I ruined Easter for myself.
I don't want to talk about it.
I've lost myself completely.
I became a hardcore hypocrite.
I thought my life was going to end.
I realized how much my mother really does care.
I'm sorry for ever thinking she didn't.
I've dissapointed once again.
I hurt the ones closest to me.
They've all lost hope in me.
I have to lie to everyone I love.
I can't trust myself.
I realize now that I need help.
I'm getting help in the near future.
I don't know what my intentions were in the first place.
Move along, move along just to make it through...
1:17AM