i know
that some things
are better left unsaid
as they saying goes
but i'll tell you
this one thing
i've kept a secret
for the longest time
what i've been wanting to do
but was always afraid
well last night I let go
and watched my pain wash away
i'll admit it freely
i'm not that ashamed
i'll admit it freely
you can't put me down
i'm not the only one
you know
there are others like me
can I really call myself that
that type of person
who does those types of things
i'll admit it freely
i'm not that ashamed
i've become the one thing
that i've made fun of for soo long
but so have you
I told you it was a scratch
well, not really
i'm not very good at lying
but it happened and it's over
you never found out
and I was soo carefree
of letting it show
and if you saw
what would you say
would you say anything at all
would you watch me do it
until the very last drop
it felt good
I must say
to watch my troubles
melt away
as the pain was lifted
and reality left me
I let go of time
your questioning
if i'll do it again
if you put me through that
then I would say 'yes'
I know I said i'd never do it
but I did
i'll admit it freely
i'm not ashamed
i've become that person
that could never really feel
I never really could feel..
11:45pm