you look into my eyes
i'd ask you what you see
but I already know
though you won't change my mind
leave me here
I need to be alone
this one last time
don't come home too early
and don't expect a warm welcome
listen to me when I say
you won't see me another day
soon the light will fade to black
and i'll be left here on my back
as I open the bottle
and down it all
as I slice away my fears
and watch it all drip away
as I lay here on the floor
wanting nothing but this
I watch my world slip away
you won't see me another day
i'll cut my heart in two
i'm taking one half with me
the other you can keep
do with it what you want
(I know you'll throw it away eventually)
and when you find me laying here
with this bottle in my hand
in my crimson pool
you'll call for help
don't call for help
it's already too late
don't pretend you care
like you've loved me all along
and don't cry those fake tears
like you do it all the time
just walk away
and don't look back
promise me you won't look back
and forget me
like you have soo long ago
you should have listened to me when I said
you won't see me another day
soon the light will fade to black
and i'll be left here on my back
i'll be left here on my back
i'll be left here on my back
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