you can't tell me
what i can and cannot do
you don't have that power
over me anymore
you can't tell yourself
you've done the best you can
don't even try to tell me that
you say you're the only one
you're not and you know it
don't cry to me
when it's your own damn fault
i am who i am
because of you
you never stopped it
and now it's out of your control
you should've stopped
when i told you
but you've been so
accustomed to your own feelings
you won't see anyone else's
not even mine
was it so hard to listen
to see what was happening
you didn't even know
until someone else told you
i denied the truth
to protect you
i don't know why i'd do that for you
you couldn't do that for me
i've thought about this for some time
what would happen
if i went through with it
would you be there to see me
that one last time
when you've never been here
to see anything else
i don't want you here
i don't want you to feel
you've left me alone
i bet you don't even see me
and you know what you've done
but you never even tried
now i'm gone
4:39pm
it must be cause those damn old men are so damn awesome