callmecrackwhxre: I just grabbed Candy's face and told her I loved her
iLoVeJrT89: awwww
callmecrackwhxre: but am I decieving her? leading her to believe that we could somehow be lovers in the near future? and to live a perfectly happily life together, side by side?
iLoVeJrT89: haha are those song lyrics or are u just going with it
callmecrackwhxre: I was going with it.
iLoVeJrT89: wow good
callmecrackwhxre: Or all of my thoughts so conveniently consumed with Cutie? Am I leaving her in the past and moving on? Can I move on? Will her presence haunt me forever? Or will I take a stab at a new life? Even if it is beside someone whom I only once told myself I loved...
iLoVeJrT89: WTF kyndle
iLoVeJrT89: thats awesome
iLoVeJrT89: keep it up
iLoVeJrT89: tell me more
callmecrackwhxre: Can I really tell myself to not stand beside her? To give up on everything we had? Even though the memories burn a permanent spot in my mind? A spot that burns so brightly each and every day, every second that sometimes I cannot even stand it? Will she come back into my life? Even though she has decieved me so? Only time will tell and so I will walk this empty path, this lonely road, and live my life as if I had something to look forward to, because just maybe, I do...
And for all your information, Cutie and Candice are my cats. Lmao.
12:30AM
LOUD NOISES!!!