yeah wrote an entry earlier but forgor to save it. hehe. yesterdays entry was a plea for a pitty party. so yeah I went to school and had a boring day(please school end soon) came home talked played ate watched tv, the usual then went to scouts and rock climbed in the snow. it was kinda fun and kinda sucked at the same time. it was freezing and my hands were numb and I was wearing shorts, and I only got like 30 ft. up their and then came back down. but hey it was my first real climb. It sucked having to be graded by the other stupid people in the ward (good old Utah mormonism). but I had fun climbing and I think I gained some respect from one of the leaders. I came up with a random theory that you only brag about the things you are insecure over. think about it even if you wont admit it, its true. ----------------------------- wishing so badly school would get out. wishing I had more of a life. I think that maybe I need to just be alittle more or a crazy man or something. problem being I have been trained and brainwashed from birth to be a nerdy anti-social loser. I suppose every on is a loser. But my parents weren't meant to rase their own childred! they are way too nerdy for their own good