Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I won't ever ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me I love Taking Back Sunday! They're pretty much amazing! I am so happy! I don't know why! But I am! I love being happy! I'm just not worried about everything right now. I had an epiphany the other day, and it said that I am supposed to go on a mission! I wasn't sure before, but then I was talking to my mom when we went to town and all of the sudden I said, "I want to go on a mission." Just because I felt like saying it, and then I felt like I was going to cry! And I knew that I was meant to go on a mission! I am SOOOO excited!!!!! I'm getting ready right now! I know that it's not for at least 4 years, but I'm going to get a job and every pay check I get, I'm putting $50-$100 in my savings for my mission! And before I go, I'm going to go to college at USU and get my masters in photography and writing, and hopefully sell one of my novels so when I come home I can have some money to by a car and get an apartment and hopefully open my own photography studio. Or I'll just move to Scotland and pursue my writing and photography there at one of their colleges. Then I'll go husband hunting and get married in the Logan temple, have a few kids, buy a house. By then I'll have a good job with my business, have a few novels out (if people like my work) and have a good life. So, my life is pretty much planned out! I'm excited! I like knowing where I'm going to go. Sure there are going to be some hiccups, but hey! Isn't that what life is all about? I'll just need to drink some water while standing on my head and deal with it if it continues! *sigh* ain't life wonderful! ~Britney Francis~ This was in one persons sitdiary! I liked it, so hear you go!!! One Girl One girl looking out her window One boy walking down the street He didn't know it at the time But when she saw him her heart skipped a beat. One girl playing outside One boy doing the same He didn't know it at the time But she wanted to find out his name. One girl getting hurt by many boys One boy mending her heart He didn't know it at the time But she loved only him from the start. One girl standing outside one boy asking her out He didn't know it at the time but she never had any doubts. One girl loving a boy One boy loving a girl He didn't know it at the time But he was her world. One girl's heart breaks one boy moves on He didn't know it at the time but her love for him wasn't done. One girl tries to win him back One boy doesn't care He didn't know it at the time But she wouldn't always be there. One girl leaves for college one boy stays where he's at He didn't know it at the time but her heart was breaking in half. One girl's heart is missing One boy has it you see He doesn't know it right now But the two of them are meant to be