This is a poem I wrote. It's an angry poem. And it's not about Landon if you think that it's about him. It's about someone else. A girl. Enjoy. With Disgust, I really hate you: By: Britney Francis I walk down the hall Feeling that twinge again Quenching my sorrow Quenching my pain I can hear a silent heart beat The image a heart of stone Knowing that you're coming Knowing you're all alone I see your hated face again That twinge as strong as steal As you come closer to me There’s only one thing that I feel I feel my hate for you The one that haunts my mind Every second that goes by Makes love, even like hard to find Your eyes meet my glare My fists tighten with rage I want so bad to hurt you On this life known as a stage What is this monster inside? That is coming out of me How long has it been waiting To finally be set free Here we are standing Face to face again Fighting the urge to meet my fist To your mouth where it should have been Instead I let you pass by Not doubting what I would do Instead I murmured silently With disgust, I really hate you If I see you once again And knowing what you did There won't be such thing as a next time Because next time, of you, I'll get rid ~Britney Francis~ ----much later------ I really didn't feel like creating a whole new entry. I heard some news and it makes me even angrier than I was.......oh goodness it's hard not to blow up in someone’s face!!! I miss Landon so much! I miss seeing him everyday and just holding him! I did go see him after school. I met him at the Cemetery and we just sat there and looked at videos of his nephew and niece! They are adorable!!!! I was sitting on his lap while he showed me and he had his chin on my shoulder, breathing warm air in my ear. It was heaven! We laughed and I told him that I couldn't breathe on him or kiss him because I was sick. Of course he didn't care, so he kept kissing me and stuff....which I didn't mind at all!!! Tee hee We walked around the cemetery and talked and laughed and stuff. We kissed a lot because at this point I knew that he was already condemned to catching my cold, so it really didn't matter. I love him. I wish he was back in school already. I have some really good news though! I MADE CALLBACKS!!!!:D It's a good thing and a bad thing because for one, I'm sick and I can't sing very well right now and for two, It means that I did well on my first audition! So I hope I can pull through. Welp, I better go, class is getting out soon! Much love to all, dislike for some, don't know you for lots! ~Britney Francis~