138-Rumors

Listening to: Jack Johnson-lonely
Feeling: schizophrenic
What if everything I have believed is a lie? What if this is all for not and it's just something that is going through my ear and out the other? What if everyone is right and I'm wrong? What if........what if I'm blind? I miss him. I hope he's doing better. I hope all the rumors I hear about him aren't true. I hope I see him soon. I hope people understand what I'm going through....why should they? It's my problems and my happiness. Here's the truth about yesterday. He brought an air soft gun to school and it has been in is Jeep for like.......ever! And him and his friend were shooting the ground with them after school on the band field and the Janitor heard the Automatic gun and told the Vic. Principal. The Principal called the cops and they caught them. That's it and that's all that happened!!! Don't leave me here alone.... don't leave me on my own. Don't let me cry here by myself and wondering if you're coming home. Because I don't want to lose what I've wanted all along. And if I do will you take my hand and lead me there. To the place where all is right, not wrong, and all is more than fare. Don't lie to me should I listen to them or leave and just not care. Because I want to see you there, I want to be where you are and never look back only to wallow in the things we lack. I hope it's all a lie and I hope my eyes don't cry like they have in the past I left behind. Because life would be a fall and I would lose it all if you were not there at all. Please don't leave me all alone. Please be there to walk me home. Please love me like I am your own. Take me home Take me home -By: Britney Francis ~Britney Francis~
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Hey, I'm sorry all this is happening, and I hope it all works out. Good luck! Oh, and are you trying out for Joseph?