Ok, I'm going to just let this WHOLE thing go! But I do have to say, I am very very happy with Landon despite what others may think. I know you all think I'm stupid for keeping him, but I had this very strong feeling that I couldn't and shouldn't let him go. I told him last night that with any other guy I would have given up by now, and it's so true! So last night Landon called me and wanted me to finish watching Armageddon with him and his mom and dad, cause me and Landon started it the other day but didn't get to finish it, so he wanted me to rewind it and go watch it with his parents! I really really wanted to because I wanted to be with him SOOOO badly and I just LOVE his mom and dad! I asked my mom and she said no. I wasn't mad at her, but ever since school got out Friday I was thinking a lot about what has been happening and I just wanted to be with Landon and forget about all of it, so I started to cry in my room, waiting for Landon to call again. I was hoping that I would have calmed down by the time he called so he wouldn't think that something was wrong...but that didn't work out to well. He called and I said, "Hi" Then sniffed...Gah! Lol he said, "What's the matter." Then I just broke down and told him how I was feeling. He said very sweetly, "I'm so sorry." I told him that it was ok, then my mom came in and told me that I could go. Then I started to cry even more because I started saying, "But I'll feel bad cause you wanted me to help you clean!" And everything. Then Landon said that he would come and pick me up as fast as he could. Then he came and I told him how stupid I felt for crying so hard on the phone and that I didn't want him to hear me cry like that. He said that It was perfectly ok and that I wasn't stupid. Then we got to his house and his parents were sitting in the living room. Landon said to them, "You guys are welcome to come watch the movie with us." His dad said, "I'm sure we'll come down." And his mom said, "I've never seen it before. Maybe I'll watch it." And I said, "You should!!! It's a really good movie! You know you guys want to!" Then Landon and I went downstairs and his dad followed. Then later his mom came and she sat on the big recliner chair and his dad sat on the floor in front of her. Landon and I sat on the couch a reasonable distance a part and we started the movie! Landons' mom is awesome! She was so funny! A part would come on and she would say something funny and we would laugh and we would discuss things! It was great! His dad wasn't talking much, but he had his moments. Landon would tickle me and stuff and play with my hair, but secret enough that his parents didn't notice. Then I had to leave, but the movie wasn't over so I let his parents finish watching it. His mom said, "Thanks for the movie Britney! Have a good night!" And I said, "Oh! No problem! You guys have fun!" Then me and Landon got in his car and he was going really fast because he didn't want me to be late getting home and getting in trouble with my mom! But on the way we talked about some personal things that have happened in our lives and It felt good to just let some of it out! I have never been able to talk to someone so easily! Well....boyfriend wise anyway haha. We can just easily talk about anything and I love it!!! When we got to my house he walked me to my garage door and he hugged me and stuff. My family was asleep so I went in the house, turned on my porch light and met Landon on my porch. Wow! I wish I could just tell everyone everything that happened, but it's something I want to keep in my heart and only my heart! It was the best night of my life and no one could ever take that away from me! I have never felt so loved in my life! I know that a bunch of you girls who went out with him might say, "Well, he did that to me too, but later I found out that it was all just a lie." Well, if you were there, watching everything, feeling what I was feeling and just telling him everything that was in my heart and him doing the same, you would know that It was completely different. I don't care what you might comment. "Well hun, he did that to me too." I don't care! I'm sure it wasn't like how you imagined it was! After he left, I started to cry. Not because I was sad, but that I was happy! I have NEVER in my life been that happy!!! NEVER!!!! I hope it lasts! I really hope it does! ~Britney Francis~ --Later-- I'm now starting a book about how my life is going right now. It will be a new experience for me, but I think I'll like it! It's going to be kind of like a diary, but only in book form. I'm excited!!!!! And good luck to Band and Colorguard tonight!!!!! KICK FREAKIN' A!!!