i have to take the midterm in comp. app now. nick is confusing. i miss him. well broken-hearted.. not so bad, but along those lines. life really sucks at the moment now. i wish i could just go back to the month of december and relive the whole thing.. i missed the bus and i was standing in the freaking street. he drove right by me. that pissed me off. idk why, but it did. i miss my dealer spun around me like a dream * you'll always be my konstantine