mmhmm. i can say i want to die when i want to. i want to die when hope is gone. you're right. my parents are together. and they take up about 15% of my life. and whoever said the don't bother me? strength in numbers i do believe. not that they're awful people. or that i have the worst life in the world. but it feels pretty darn empty. so anyways... i guess i am selfish and mean. for wondering what people are mad at me about. right? oh and i will replace that last entry with a cheerful one about how wonderful my life is. because i'm dumb, and don't realize it is.