omg... omg... today. was so completely wonderful. :-D i wish that moment could have lasted forever. i wish that feeling could have lasted forever. unless of course, theres more to come. then i hope it was the shortest one there ever will be. its absurd to think there could be more. i think. on the outside, at least. or maybe i'm too hopeful. he makes me think of how i'm supposed to see the world... how i really do, beneath the paint and armour. and i know almost no one who sees it like that... and everything else is so perfect at the moment. for the most part. eeks. for the benefit of tom and mary before our guests arrive if they haven't found out already it's gonna blow their minds