i feel like i should update this, and i really don't know what to say. i haven't for the last few entries and blah. my life is just too... lifey? i really don't have anything to complain about. well i do but they're like normal things? i don't know, i think i've just morphed into one of the others. and i really don't mind it. and for once i saw all the lost innocence in every eye and in every cell of this town... and i didn't care.