everyone is such a drama queen. and they don't even notice it. i'm sick of americanization. i'm sick of good guy bad guy. because that never existed. i'm sick of people with too few extra-curricular activities. i'm sick of no one understanding when i say i don't belong. i'm sick of every available piece of my visible body being pulled in a different direction. and i'm REALLY sick of the good guy bad guy thing. i'm sick of too much. because YOU made this world black. it never had to be. you tried to be cool. you tried to fake it. and you succeeded. and now we're all alone. and now i am. now i am. now i am what i can be. and it's a shame that this world has to fall apart eventually. but it does. for anyone still living on the bottom of the food chain. it could have been alright. underground playing over and over. no. never. i wouldn't ever have those fifteen minutes. i hate too much. i love petty things. and its way crazy. and i don't give a fuck anymore... i have become comfortably numb.