743pm youu see, i have this special remedyy of mine. it works every single time. it's much better than moping around the house, hating life. hating myself. hating everything that crosses myy mind. whenever i feel crappyy, i just go a take a hot shower. a veryy long, hot shower. a shower long enough to drown myy emptyy thoughts. a shower hot enough to make myy skin feel like peeling off...revealing a new and refreshed me. a me that's clear of the dirtyness of this world. of this life. the people close to me don't get it. whyy does that crazyy girl take two showers a dayy? how can she take a two-hour shower? i don't know. call me crazyy. or weird. call me psycho, even. but we all have our own wayys, do we not?