whoa, self-confidence level has definitelyy been fluctuating a lot during the past few days.
funnyy how what i needed was hearing him telling me that i make him laugh and calling me a loser. (=?
Hey... well, this boy does seem to like you - does he have no idea that you like him more than just a friend? I think the comment you said he made implies something in the sense that you don't need the harsh involvement that being in love with someone brings... when your in love - the love is intense and will drive you either insane or beyond all joy possible... when love looks broken you feel for awhile its the end of the world... well thats my
...interpretation nonetheless. I don't he would be suggesting that he doesn't want love himself.. so I think you should make your move; drop a few hints that you like him - as I suppose one of the best hints to play is being the touchy feely... ya know, like brush him arm when he makes you laugh or something... give him what may seem an innocent cuddle when of course deep down you know your hinting at more... either something like that or you
could just be upfront with him and tell him that you have these feelings for him... if he doesn't approve of them and at worst doesn't talk to you again, then he clearly wasn't worth it! What do you think? lol
As for Ayse.. yeah, she really does have a beautiful name; its pronounced I-cha, as in I and cha for the beginning of charlotte... lol! She is originally from Turkey but has lived here since a young age.
She really does mean more than life to me... so crazy to say I suppose, but I want her to be the woman I live my life with! She txt me back anyways and said that she doesn't think I'm in love or anything, but that its just attraction, lol... that got to me alittle these last few days because I know I'm in love with her... "blind love is true" lol.
Its just abit annoying at the moment, bcos while she has said to give her time...
I would tend to feel that the more we go along without ever actually getting to know each other... the more she will forget how I feel for her! I wish to know her feelings... what keeps her busy during the days... to simply know whats on her mind.
I say she means more to me than life... to even say that doesn't even tell how much she truly means to me! I really have no idea... (sigh).
As for Ayse.. yeah, she really does have a beautiful name; its pronounced I-cha, as in I and cha for the beginning of charlotte... lol! She is originally from Turkey but has lived here since a young age.
Its just abit annoying at the moment, bcos while she has said to give her time...
I say she means more to me than life... to even say that doesn't even tell how much she truly means to me! I really have no idea... (sigh).
Hope all is well with you! Later