tuesdayy.

by styrofoam
suddenlyy, i don't undertstand. suddenlyy, i feel funnyy around youu. suddenlyy, there's a barrier between us. maybe i'll get that sense of closeness again. maybe i've just been overthinking everything. maybe you're not who i thought youu were. prove me wrong?
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You should not give up on him! As for your friend also liking him - its one thing to be kind, but its a totally different thing to just move over for every person you like so that your friend can instead have that person - thats just messed up... bigtime!

Guys are silly to hide their anger feelings or such feelings from women - I think to a large extent, to the guy, it shows a weakness and therefore they hide awhile from the girl until they...
..have sorted things out - the bad thing there though is that it pushes the girl away and makes them feel unincluded and somewhat untrusted!

I did that once with a girl... lol, she dumped me!

I'm not like that anymore - or at least with Ayse... though being only friends... I almost tell her every feeling I have... things aren't too well in my family right now and if I talk to her tomorrow, I won't be surprised if I break down right in..
..front of her! To put it this way... I'm dealing with mortality and love. I'm one day to lose the first, but I cant lose the second - she means the whole world to me and nothing else in life matters to me other than her; she really can't imagine how special she is to me... but anyways... yeah, maybe if I see her at uni tomorrow, we will go for a walk or something afterwards to talk about whatever! lol
I think you should tell this guy (Justin) how you feel! I think maybe you should sit with him... hold his hand... tell him that you feel so much for him - that you really enjoy being with him and that you hope you can both be together! Maybe say something like I don't want to pressure you (lol - funny that a girl has to say that to a guy, but thats how I perceive justin to be), but you've helped me with so much... I want to be there for you also.
And then maybe give him a slow peck on the check or something...

But thats my view on it! Love can not be forced, but with how far you've see to come with him... I think its only due time that you now take it further and make this happen.

If in the end nothing did - then, the guy purely wasn't ready... hopefully you can still be good friends or something - if not my lover, then be my friend!
We can only have one lover, but friends... we can have as many as we want, and it never hurts to have all the more.

Anyways...I don't know what you made of that, but hope all is well with you.
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