:Don't U Know That We Love U?:

Feeling: wounded
now this is to my one and only twin. u know i love u!! i care about you and i worry about you. and just like you always tell me, you can not get rid of me! im an infection...haha. anyways, i know you've been told things. what, i dont know, and from the sounds of it its bullshit. i shall tell you the truth, because i love you, and you are my best friend, and i dont like seeing you upset. beaner, the wee one and i were talking in the halls about the B-Boy, and everything associated with that. dont get me wrong, he is a great guy. oober funny, fun to talk to, great to hang out with. but we're worried that if you two do end up getting together, he will hurt you. we just dont want you to be sad hun!! he told TITS and i straight to our faces in europe that he doesnt see the point of a relationship. he said he doesnt get the emotional part of it...just the physical. if you're looking for a fuck buddy (in blunt terms) you've found him. if you're looking for an actual relationship, keep looking hun. the four of us are worried because we tell you these things, and warn you of these things, but it seems to have no impact on you. i mean im not saying we want you to stop talking to him forever, it just seems that it goes "in one ear and out the other". who knows, he could turn out to be an amazing guy who treats a girlfriend even more amazing. but all of us have our serious doubts. i listened to him in europe. i listened to the stories. i heard him say what i wrote above with my own two years. im just worried about you love, i dont want to see you crying. uve seen my crying and i dont think that was pleasent. i cant make you do anything, i just hope you are actually listening to the warnings we're giving you. if you continue on with him, then i will still be by ur side, no matter what. if he hurts you, i will not say i told you so and laugh, but be there to hold u. you are my twin you are my best friend i love ya t00ts, plz dont hate you're friends for being worried about you! (remember the song i sing to you?? its so true now...) I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls Don't You To Know That We Love You?
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thank you pam, i have tears in my eyes. the stuff doesnt go in one ear and out the other. i think about it. and i need to get to that point where i figure stuff out. i listen and keep your warnings in a safe place but i dont even know what to do anymore. maybe hes bullshitting me and i might be gullible but the stuff i hear from him is stuff opposite to what you say. he avoids the sex topic and once said he wants to wait and wants a (cont..)
(cont) relationship with me. he told me hed like to get to know me better first though. so yeah... but thanks for the kind words. i love you too.. i just wish youd talk to me to my face...not to a group of people in the hallway... tomorrow in drama i wanna talk with both of you.
love ...me
that is the worst song ever.

on another note, your diary is cute.
very cute.
hey... very cute diary! :) comment me back sometime!