Finally feels worth it...

Listening to: Ten Years Younger
Feeling: accomplished
So the boy im currently working with through my practicum has really come around. He said in SS today that he wanted to copy down all the notes so that he could take them home and study them. huh what? thats awesome that hes excited about learning now. In math, not only has he caught up to his grade (he used to be doing grade five math), but he now has a 95.5% in that class! only one boy is higher than him. He was sooo happy when he found that out today, he danced around the classroom. and i let him, because i am so happy for him too. He aced his test in math today as well, which made him even happier. i cant say that im the reason hes doing so well. Im not there every day, all day, so im sure he gets some other assitance. but im totally taking some of the claim on this :) lol. sooo hmm in other news. friday sucked. for all of its own reasons. i cried and i cried and i cried. before all that happened, the night was pretty sweet though :D Andy and I went and dropped off his amp, then we just kinda invited ourselves over to Jeffs, lol. After the three of us went to Finns, with Andrew, Smith, Schilling, Dan, and Marek. Haha it was super funny for the most of it. Smith was just HAMMERED!! that crazy kid seriously spent like, $100 bucks on drinks. Hogue was trying to make me feel better (i would rate you a high four. i only rate girls a high four when they have only one thing wrong with them. Whats yours? look at the guy sitting next to me hahaha). Marek was hitting on me, ahaha so i made fun of him. And it was just all around funny. The towel dispenser is STILL broken from andy on his birthday. how great is that? lol around 12 is when all the bad stuff happened. ick. Sooo saturday was sketchy. work sucked. bad conversations on msn during the afternoon. and then andy came over. He hugged me and hugged me and said he was sorry. Obviously we werent gonna break up or anything. weve been dating for nearly two years now, and we care about each other a huge amount. He really made me sad though. He said when he woke up that morning, and saw my note he felt absolutely terrible. "the thing that was the worst was that on the note there was distinct tear stains on it, and makeup. I knew you were crying hard when you wrote it, and when i saw that i just felt like shit." so thats good that he felt remorse over it all. id been having a really bad week, between school, friends, personal image (im getting faaaat) and then friday night. When andy was over on saturday, he said A LOT of nice things that really made me feel good. I smiled a lot that night, and im happy :) haha and on sunday i didnt even get dressed. since everybody was busy doing other things, i decided to dedicate the whole day to my essay. From 1:00pm till 12:00am, i researched and wrote my 3000 word essay. Im currently at 2600 words, and i havent even touched on my third topic, lol. so what do i have planned for the week? lets take a look see here: Monday - work till 7:30, then essay Tuesday - lunch date with ANDREA! home from school at 6:00, then just random homework and relaxing. Wednesday - Home from school at 4:00, then after dinner Jordan and I are hanging out Thursday - Bussing to andy's straight from school. Hes got the engineering dodgeball tournament that night, and im going to go watch again :D Friday - work till 7:30, then the Pink Flamingos show, then chiling at andy's big empty house (lol) saturday - NO WORK!! so sleeping in and then my english essay. Andy's coming over and im cooking him dinner, then we might go hang out with Jordan and them till they go to Bills, and we'll go home and watch The Omen. wooo exciting! i gotta get to work though....seeeee ya!! ♥ p.s- NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD IN 3D?! SAY WHAT SAY WHAT SAY WHAT?!?! ahahaah im sooo stoked for that one, andy and i are gonna go when it comes out. holy shitness.
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gee its nice to know that the reason you dont wanna hang out with me on a weekend is cus you "are all barred out" even though the reason is CLEARLY andy. convenience is key with you isnt it.
Cute site <3 love ths skulls
haha oops sorry wrong site but yours is really cute too <3 how are you?
ok about you trying to make plans on sunday, you know what pam you are never too busy for your boyfriend but as soon as i make plans on my available nights you wont bend for me, so why should i keep bending like i ALWAYS HAVE for you? and then you try to make me feel bad cus you are gonna drop your hmwk... and dont deny that. anyway, come on msn tonight (wednesday) at like.. 9. ill be there with a full explanation. kbye