and im home. the day i left was terrible. I was fighting with everyone for so long at my house, and right in the middle of a big yelling match with my dad, the doorbell rang. I answered the door to Andy with tears streaming down my face. He just kinda knew...and didn't say anything except for hi. We went to my room, i turned around and closed the door, and when i turned to face him he was right there. he gave me the bigest hug ever and held me while i just cried. He let me vent. i love him. we went to get a movie, then went to McDonalds. Had a RUN IN with one Ryan Trainer (who im going to kill), but mr. Nick Huges provided to be a sweetheart. All i can say is thank god andy was there, and that nick is a sweety. otherwise i woulda be stranded. I hate Ryan. Anywho, got home, went downstairs and watched our movie. Andy didnt leave till 2, and he gave me a ton of kisses and told me to be strong for the week. He's what keeps me alive when homes trying to kill me... and then we left at 5am. went down to the states for a week. deffinetly spent all my money! not that i had to put any of my own money forwards. got 16 new shirts, new black pants, new skirt, bunch of earings, bellybutton rings, and a pair of sandels. yes, only one pair of sandels for me! We went to the Wisconsin Dells for half a week. SO MANY FREAKEN SPIDERS THERE! i had a big daddy long leg on my shoulder, which i didnt realize it was there till it crawled onto my boob. Wow i screamed so loud, it was so gross and scary. I even cried! I HATE spiders with such a passion, wow. Arachnophobia, right here! Also went to Minneapolis for 4 days. Raided IKEA and im re-doing my room. In the process of painting it. Ill post pictures when im done...its gonna be soo bright. such a difference from my room right now. Think Red, Orange and Fushia! haha. wow. havent been up to tooo much since i got home. went to andy's sunday night. he is amazing. My parents are like "be home for 12" (wtf? am i not 18?) so then when i was there, andy told me to call em and see if i could stay later, cuz he wanted me to. i called...and mother yelled so much. i held the phone away from my ear while andy and i listened to everything she yelled about. finally she said i could stay at his house till 12, then come home (wow 15 more minutes!). all andy could say was "wow" when i hung up. i knew i was in a lot of shit when i got home...the convo left me really shook up too. andy felt terrible, and he held me and kissed me on the forehead all night while we watched the matrix, telling me he loved me and to be happy. after the movie we went upstairs to his room and lied in his bed...he made a crack about me and my parents and it deffinetly hit a nerve with me. i made him promise never to say anything like that again. so he did, and he kissed me, said he loved me, and said i should be happy cuz i was with him, and hes a "ghetto superstar" LOL what the HELL!!! i was laughing and crying at the same time...that seriously made me laugh for 5 minutes, it was crazy. anywho, left at 12 to get home. Me- I don't deserve you Andy - Don't talk like that........you deserve every last drop and then more Me- Why? Andy- Cuz I love you Me- I love you too :)......Im very lucky then Andy- Ditto Me- *laughs* yea, cuz im sure you want to be dating a basket case Andy- *laughs* im not amazing myself Me- Oh yea, how so? Andy- Cuz im a jerk! Me- Ha, yea, but ive gotten used to it Andy- And ive gotten used to you being a basket case :) *kiss* (i love him so much) monday morning was shit....i got yelled at so much. the house wasnt quiet at all in the morning. andy came over at night, and we played super mario three, then watched the second matrix and then the end of WaterBoy. he didnt leave till 12:45. and now is today, tuesday. my week is crazy!! tuesday- work 3-8, then going to Bills for Ashley's and Rose's 18th birthday wednesday- work 3-8, then going to Andys Thursday- Chels is coming over in the afternoon, then going to Tiujana's for Jenna's 18th birthday Friday- Work 3:30-8:30, then going to the Rum for Laura's 18th birthday Saturday- Work 12-8, then going to Applebeas/Bills for Jessica's 18th birthday. Sunday- Student council reunion party at Mrs. Balls...if i can get off work man thats one intence week. going to the bar 4 times in 7 days!! AHH! And sunday is also 7 months for Andy and I, so i figure we'll probably chill. maybe go see Four Brothers, cuz i wanna see that. anywho, thats enough from me! ill update as much as i can....considering im gonna be oober busy!! ...Ghetto supastar that is what you are Comin from afar reachin for the stars Run away with me to another place...