i am really disappointed right now. im not going to tell you why. because if i did, you would probably think i was really lame. i really thought that this was one thing that was real. but i guess not. what does it matter anyhow? i was so happy earlier... what happened? i saw the movie "swimming pool" with becca and laura and there was this really beautiful girl in it with a scar all down her chest just like mine and she was still beautiful even though it was there. there are differences though. mine is longer, more visible, raised more.. and she was beautiful. apparently i am "cute." i know i sound awful and selfish and stupid and really ungreatful... but i will never be beautiful i am not even pretty. i am just this stupid girl with a mediocre body and a baby face. what does it matter anyhow? we all die in the end anyway. the end. p.s. yay!

Which flock do you follow?
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