please stop loving me...i am none of these things

Listening to: rooney
Feeling: nice
wyatt...you are an idiot because you should be on the internet right now but your not. yeah, i finally scanned your photobooth pictures and was going to send them to you...but guess not. oh well. i cant believe that people actually commented on that last entry. in all reality i really had only about 2 seconds to type anything. not 2 minutes. my dad was yelling. and i actually most likely had nothing to say either. i took the easy way out i guess. today is 9/11. yeah...people are going to yell at me but i wasnt sad at all. just really annoyed. yeah people died. its sad. but thats what people do...they die. and i hate patriotism. everyone already knows that we are all "proud to be an american" and i think that god has blessed america enough. and red white and blue together are hideous. well im glad that they days almost over... le sigh. went to TARGET today AGAIN. i went in when it was light out and came out and it was really dark. and then i loved my life because not only did i just purchase a new peacoat and the rooney cd, but it was also really crappy outside. tons of fog. PLEASE RAIN!!!!! i take way too many fucking photobooth pictures. and now a lot of other people will too because the location of the booth has been revealed...and believe me...i blame this fully on WYATT. i feel no excitement in anything that i have to say anymore. its all just blah blah blah... at target and tried on pants and for once in my life i thought i actually might have looked quite decent in them. decent. IM GOING TO MODEL FOR JAMORAS PHOTOS!!! im soooo stoked. that means...that i will most likely be on dyingfall.com if you havent been there then you should go.. her photographs are incredible. its really weird when you find out that someone thought that they were in love with you at one time and you didnt even know it. and the fact that they also cried over you every single night. weird. ive never done that over anyone. well maybe...but not every night. but i dont think ive ever experienced feelings that strong. and he felt them...about ME. what is the world coming to?? oh yeah...things have been nice lately. its nice when all negative feelings for people have gone away. and then everyones friends. i like this...everyone being friends. i feel loved. considering the fact that i have nothing to say...this is an awful long entry. in algebra 2 today we watched part of holiday in the sun...starring noneother than the olsen twins. wow theyre hot. BUT i would like to see them in one serious film...not a shitass idealistic piece of crap with no plot line. i dont know who writes their movies...but man they are awful. wow my brothers getting an F in one of his classes. ive never gotten an F in my life...even mid quarter. what a dumbass. the end.
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oh yeah, i hate the wholefuckingpatriotism thing. but thats because I'm australian :)

-rhia