its weird how everything can change in an instant. I feel so different again. happy almost. confident...maybe. tomorrow is the third day of school and i finally made schedule changes so now im in AP art (thank GOD!!!) not with wyatt though :( its weird how you can get so close to people so fast and you think that you cant live without them but when they do disappear its like they were never there in the frist place. i miss becca and laura a lot. because they dont go to my school. this sucks. its funny how i hate 88% percent of the people at my school just because they arent like me. and im not talking about race or anything awful like that...its just these people...UGH. I never want to be like these people ever. they are awful and shallow and they make me feel like nothing. they always have, even when i was one of them. ok, so i know i am being terribly hypocritical but thats just how i feel. its hard to change strong feelings like that, you know? wyatt and i have way too much fun together. we took pictures of each others zits today. im hoping he will post them. gross. its funny how me and my hair color are still the topic of conversation 6 months after i dyed it. people i havent seen in like forever. was it really that much of a shock? have i really changed that much? I hope so. the end.