woke up this morning and im feeling a lot better. im in a really good mood. i like being grounded. but dont tell anyone SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. seriously, i really think that i have been neglecting so many things lately. school for one, myself second. i think this will help me get back on track. the rain the other day left me feeling like its finally fall. its really sunny and pretty outside right now but it still feels that way. my mom burnt this insence in my room that reminds me of christmas two years ago. i feel all nostalgic and stuff. i like it. im talking to jake, and we have never been more talkative with each other. hes a nice boy. no wonder i used to like him. its almost lunch time. i kind of want to have one of those little kid lunches. you know, a little sandwich and soup and cut up pieces of apple and carrot sticks. maybe some juice. oh shit. i want it now. the end.