killing me

by bloodytears
Listening to: Haunted-Evanescence
Feeling: balanced
I feel strange...I am going to the mall today if I have to go alone...yes...yes i am...I'm a tad hung over from last night...I love jeff he's great...I'm sick...:( hopefully I can stay home monday cuz this sinus infection's killing me...I don't know what I'm doing anymore...I just don't...I feel so left out of the fun...although house of wax was awesome...except when jeff laughed when paris hilton died...I'm gonna go -cassie xox
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haha. that soundeds funnnnn! =)
I smoked a little bit last night, but Ive decided never to do it again. My [sort of] boyfriend right now smokes really bad & he has cancer now. =( so I dont want that to happen to me. I was like about to cry when I found out.

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[Anonymous]
Just regular cigarettes. He doesnt do drugs or anythingg, he used to, but not anymore. &he has a bad kidney infection. Im like past crying right now. =( Hes been in the hospital 3 times this week.
[Anonymous]
Just regular cigarettes. He doesnt do drugs or anythingg, he used to, but not anymore. &he has a bad kidney infection. Im like past crying right now. =( Hes been in the hospital 3 times this week.
[Anonymous]
I will. =) thanks. I just hope he quits. He always says hes got to, but he never does it. I swear, last night he smoked 3 in about half hour time. Thats NOT good at all. =(
[Anonymous]
If anything ever happened to him, I dont know what Id do. Im crying just thinking about it. I want to help him quit, but my mom hates him just because hes not perfect. So I cant see him as much as I want to or help him through this. =/
[Anonymous]
Im like in love w/ him.. ehhh. =/
&I cant sneak out, my mom doesnt trust me so she checks in on my at night like 10 times.

marissa♥
[Anonymous]
The song is Nobody puts baby in the corner.

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[Anonymous]