I feel as if, I'm embarking on an adventure. a cold, skin-of-your-teeth, type of adventure. one where paranoia is common, as is an unnaturally inhibited sense of self. A decade of cowardice has concocted a vile and odious bouquet that we now shall guzzle. serves them right for raising us as wolves and now that we are faced with real human emotions, we are beside ourselves with fear. I think we need to recollect our thoughts on this decision. --------------------------------------------- I sit in the back row of my liberal studies class, the essay and the argument. The Professor is neat-o.:) I started my new plan, I am going to lose 30 pounds by the end of April. I want to be underweight, no flab:) I started last night, I will weigh myself each night and record it on my calendar:)