I...cannot decifer what's wrong...the depression is back like times 10 now...the social-anxiety problem is getting worse...and...I just don't know anymore...everything is all fucked up...I just got back from the mall...with jeff &hearts t'was fun...but...I need to feel loved...sometimes you know...I just need to feel real...I feel like the paperdoll...If you listen to kittie you'll understand...oh well-cassie xox