OH NO I think i feel a panic attack coming on...cause...of how Ican't deal with conflict...yes I cannot deal with conflict...jeff wants me to telephone him...considering he doesn't have my number that's a reasonable request...and because My teacher somehow got my msn and is like cassandra are you milking this cold?and I'm like ne parler pas le francais....phew...good save eh? super cassie to the rescue...umn would you hate me if I told you something?I'm really 15 for like a month I didn't understand why people that were 16 kept saying you're the same age as me....*makes embarassed apollogetic face* sorry to all of you...I guess i let you down eh? sorry...but I'm turning 16 next month so I'm not taking it down...cuz I'm weird like that...man I need jeff...I need him to tell me it's okay...and I won't die from this panic attack...it's no different from the rest...except I have a cold and I can't breathe...he'd say that's just because you're talking to me...man I love that boy...omg you all hate me now...sorry...but I'm gonna be sixteen in less than a month :) so too bad you have to put up with me:)I'll go now-cassie xox

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music chnage FALLOUT BOY- SUGAR, WE'RE GOING DOWN lol I have this song stuck in myhead when I find the lyrics I'll post em...god this is gonna be a long entry...I'm writing cause I'm bored...so bored and sick*sniffles* umn what to write what to write?I love this song by fallout boy...it's great...I'm on www.judgeme.net if anyone's interested in what I look like...I'm kissrazorblades...yup...I'm not very much to look at but oh well...I need jeff...I feel sick...so I'm gonna go...now...yay lurch is on msn so I must go talk to him..._cassie xox okay Sugar We're going down-Falloutboy Am I more than you bargained for yet I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear Cause that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it Is this more than you bargained for yet Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it [x2] Down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down (down, down) Down, down (down, down) We're going down, down (down, down) A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it I love that song:) it's great * i'll be your number one with a bullet, a loaded god complex,cock it and pull it* okay I got another virtual pet this is el fuego...el diablo's brother:)

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lol I wanted to adopt a fetus but stupid tezz didn't put the link on....:(don't mean it tezz I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!!! hey I found the thinger on google...thank god for google yay! lookie I adopted some I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! that would be gothic fetus:) I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! this is emo fetus :) and this is giraffe fetus :) I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' cow fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! and this is ma cow fetus yay I adopted fetus's from http://bunnysnoog.cyborgcow.net/fetus mart hooray!-cassie xox have you ever loved somebody just from talking to them?I have and it's strange...it actually means something...*think about it* I love everyone :) I loved jeff from the moment I first started talking to him...he's just that way...man I need a girlfriend...who won't care if I have a boyfriend....yes that sounds unfair...but it's part of the fun of being bi-sexual...:) god this is gonna be a long entry...it already is...lord...JEFF gets to go camping with us yay!! I'm bored...and very feeling unloved...I am helpless...in a world full of helpful people...help me! can you help me?*we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number 1 with a bullet, a loaded god complex cock it and pull it...* I'm dieing to be the friction in your jeans...I am I want to be loved...but on a different level...GO FUCK YOURSELF ANG'S MYSTERY MAN!!!!!!! I WILL FIND YOU AND WHEN i DO I'LL KILL YOU!!! okay glad that's off my chest...:) *sighs I was supposed to call jeff and nash tonight...but I forgot and it's now 10:00no it's not it's 8:54 but still...I have to watch my show...soon...I want to be loved like differently...but I'm not ready for sex yet...who knows I may come back next weekend a changed person...don't worry I love you still...okay I"m gonna go-cassie xox