im sitting on the couch/fouton in my basement cheech my ratty has dived down my cleavage, and my boyfriend is playing with his new hd tv. I bought some clothes today, i got shirts and bras and stuff, Boxing day is not what it once was. There used to be sales all day everywhere, but some stores had no boxing day sales, just normal deals (that aren't really deals at all). I am nervous about starting school again, but I think it'll be awesome, I already have friends, and that's the hard part, I feel as if I should be someone different with a new altered set of emotions. I feel happy, which is strange, normally every christmas is ruined by my alcoholic father yelling and my mother yelling back, she married the bad boy from school the one she thought she could change, and what did she get for it? a life that sucks, to be treated like dirt, and always put last. my father should not have had kids, He is way too selfish. I have no alcoholistic tendencies, I enjoy occassional drinking, that's all it is; occassional.