mentally inclined

Listening to: none
Feeling: high
I feel high because of my medication...I took the right amount too...but cuz of the "incident" my system reac6ts more so to certain drugs....lol...I'm sitting in the academic resource room...with many others who are not mentally declined...we're the mentally inclined...yet they put us here because they don't think we're smart or in my case safe enough to be in class!!!that really pisses me off because we're not stupid...the fucking teachers need to take the time to realize that...they need to reach out to us...not just throw us away and mark us down branded for life as stupid and not good enough!!!that's my little rant about a.r. I'm really in here because I've been home all week...and I need to finish my assignments...lol...I'm so bored save me...please...ang? I LOVE YOU and brandi? I LOVE YOU TOO!!!:) okay I think This entry' is almost done...except for jeff....I have to call him tonight...and tell him he must come with me tomorrow to meet steve and nash...or he can't come camping :"( I think I'm gonna cry...ang I made your diary friends only for you!okay I'm done-cassie xox edit:// so now it's time for my nightly edit...what to write what to write...I finally worked up the nerve to call jeff tonight...and we were on the phone for like 6 hours :) I was happy...then he had to take his happy pills and he had to go before he lost enough sense to leave before he said anything stupid...man I love that boy...and that's what I have to say about jeff...now on to tomorrow me and jeff are meeting at the mall around 1 ish then from the mall at like 2 ish to steve's to introduce jeff to steve and nash...to see if he can come camping...I hope I get a kiss*wishes* man I love that boy...umn...I went to school today as you can tell...lol...brandi I love you! ang I love you! and everyone else I love you! but most of all I love jeff<3forever til I'm gone-cassie xox
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CCAASSSSSIIIIEEE!!!

II LLLOOOVVEEE YOUUU

SSSO SSO SSO SOOO SSOOOOOO

MMMUUUCCCHHHH!!!!!!!

-angela

you're so fucking cool cassie:)
dont ever leave alone mmmkay:)

so be careful climbing those trees:)

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
BUT YOUR CASSIE! NOT ANGELA!
ahhhhh, im so very confusedd...
[Anonymous]
*hugs and kisses with tongue and orgies and whip cream and strawberries and beer and...white wine (just cuz it sounds fancy, lol) and mcr and ville and candy necklaces (lmao, i love that!)*

wow...my goodbye needs its own comment box now, lmao.
[Anonymous]
if he doesnt kiss you...then i will, cuz someone should ;) lol. good luck!

yes! super brandi to the rescue! *trips on cape again and falls on cassie* 'oops...sorry...i swear that was COMPLETELY accidental...*gets up* *trips again* dammit! i give up! lol

smoking is bad :( but then again, so is cutting, so who am i to say anything? i guess they both have their bad points...

you cant love me more cuz i love you the mostest!
[Anonymous]
ha ha! adolf eh??

psshhhhh.... tommy tomato is way cooler
hahah i decided on jasepi. :) what a great name that is! But OMG I fucking love salad fingers! do you watch that with new grounds or fat-pie? fat-pie is so funny :]

jasepi is demonic. He has a red eye and a black eye.
hello

im new here so im gonna comment on randoms people diary and read there last entry and 2 ask them if they wanna be my friend?

o yeah happy friday the 13th
[Anonymous]
Marissa = REALLY confused.
[Anonymous]
great pics bloodytears! i love the emo hair!!! what medication are you taking? for what reason? i check ur diary all the time cause it is so inspiring
[Anonymous]
i dont want my friend to date kim, cuz i know kim will just bring her down and hurt her, and then drop her as soon as someone better comes along, cuz thats what she does. shes not good enough for my friend...plus, im still not over her...

but i want my friend to be happy too, cuz she rocks...you see my problem? lol.

yeah, a bunch of my friends were cutters last year, and i was like 'you know what guys? if you dont quit, im gonna start.'
[Anonymous]
(cont.) thinking ... wait... let me start from the beginning or it'll make no sense:

i wanted to mess with his head so i told him i was pregnant, and we started trying to think of baby names ( he was so cool with the idea of me with a kid its creepy) and i decided ima name my first born boy tommy tomato after him:) and my first born girl will be rainy cloud:) i like how the names sound:) but then... i chose then so meh:)

laters

-angela
(cont.) ha ha! seriously:) shit... i was gonna say something uber important but i forgot... hmmm.... i dont know, i'll tell you when i remember:) oh yeah! im definately going for toledo!! MWAHAHAHA!! i wanna de-virginize him *evil grin* t'will be funny:) my rats are so beautiful cassie... they play now and they're SO affectionate:) oh YEAH!!!! i was gonna tell you!!! i was talking to my cousin yesterday (he's the coolest i have) and we were
(cont.) it was fun-ish cause i sat next to a girl i knew but it sucked cause when i got out i was so lost... i was such a loner cassie... it took me back to the pre rosa days.... meah... yay:) i made you happy... i'll try to keep it up mmmmkay:)
wow... you smoke mucho lotso for a 15 yr old... ha ha! i was all like "smoking is wrong!" when i was 15 but to be fair... meah, i'll tell you when i get online:) but now im like.. blah blah *inhales*
CASSIE!! DONT CRY!!!!!!
thank you so so so much:) i just needed to feel safe and blah:) :( your poor neck.... glad you're better though.... meah... i know what you mean... im a ta for a resource class... the teacher is cool cause he loves me so he makes me feel almost as human as you make me feel but he treats the kids like they'll never do better when they obviously can... shitty how that happens... i took my ap spanish literature test today:)
*hugs and kisses with tongue whip cream orgies and chocolate and caramel and strawberries and mcr and ville* (hey, im not gonna complain, gerard and frank are sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy... just like you ;)

lol sorry, i had to say it. just let me know if you get sick of me saying those kinda things and ill stop.
[Anonymous]
and they didnt believe me... so i started. im the only one that still does it though, the rest of my friends are ok now.

hey, better me then them anyway, right?

i wish you didnt cut tho :( i know, im a hypocrite, lol, im sorry. but youre just so awesome...i dont want you to be sad.

yeah, strawberries are the best!
[Anonymous]
*jumps up on a chair* dont worry cassie, ILL SAVE YOU!!! *trips on cape and falls off* ouch...im okay...

lol sorry, random moment.

dont worry, ill be ok. mostly, im sad cuz im not sure what to do with myself. like, remember kim, the one who said i wasnt good enough for her? well, now she likes one of my best friends, and my friend likes her...and i dunno what to do. cuz like, it would KILL me if they went out.
[Anonymous]
hot diary