Doesn't help that my boyfriend is the most annoying person on earth...

Dreams last so long

Even after you're gone

I know you love me

And soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you

fucking hell, I thought I was over this phase! Maybe I'm never going to get over it.

It's like we're the main characters in a TV show that has a cast change every season, with the exception of two central people. And like, you know, that at the end of the show they're going to get together but never while the show is happening.

Orrrr maybe I'm just full of shit, and that's not going to happen; instead, I'll go my way and he'll go his and if it's meant to be we'll meet up later. I hope I get over this soon. I can't bear it, can't stand it, it only happens about three times a year but it's upsetting enough. Even my boyfriend has noticed something. I AM SO FULL OF SHIT.