I don't know, I've just woken up and I'm sitting here, at the computer, not feeling anything. Sitting here in almost a stunned stupor. Things that are going around in my brain: -her theme is loneliness -I need to check something with my art teacher -there are donuts in the fridge and I want to eat them but I wanted to start my diet today -I probably fly under the radar but I don't care -yearbook... gah -don't think I'll rock up to dancing anymore -I wish my brother didn't crinkle my new jacket last night by sleeping on it, only new piece of clothing I have bought in over a year and it is ruined. People say it's bad to hate your brother. Well, I have to say, he hates me, so why not? Bastard. Fucking bastard. I'm trying to find the lyrics to Le Chant De l'Hélium by Marie-Jo Thério, but I can't. If anyone can ever help me, you will be loved. I still love the world and everything in it. I'm just pissed off about the donut and the jacket. Gah. x