This song, man. Dear God. Anyway, I think I just wanted to mention the value of this thing for me; despite not having documented much in recent times, this in itself is reflective. I simply haven't had the fucking time. Everything's so heeeectic But in the best possible way, of course. Anyway speaking of courses I have to push myself to go to uni. It's difficult. I feel like I can't do it. I mean, of course there's the whole Ted thing. And the fact that I have now officially missed three weeks worth of printmedia. Granted, I am hell sick. But you know, they can always retaliate with "Well you find enough time to go out" but they just don't UNDERSTAND! I have to go out! All these amazing opportunities being handed to me... sold out Vampire Weekend shows anyone?! For FREE?! BITCH, PLEASE. 'Sif I'd miss that shit. But they just don't get it I'm so iiiiilllllll and I can't get over it. Also Quang laughs at me, he's such a fag. I hate him so much. I couldn't explain it to Eyrn, Sarah and I were both trying. It's such a special form of arrogance. And I just will never have a chance. I don't know I don't even know what I was thinking anyway, he's such a drugged up loser sometimes I don't know why I bother. "Why are you laughing?!" "I'm not, I'm not! I'm just happy to see you man." grr.