HAPPY! Finalement, je suis heureuse. Because that's an ending I can deal with. Today was the slide test. I got myself into panic mode, convinced I was going to fail. Gab told me to shut up. I didn't, because I never shut up. She was with a friend of hers... Lily? Anyway, I was in a crap mood, because I have been since Monday. [Obvious by the amount of entries on here, I suppose.] I was just very down on everything. I could see Chris behind Gab, so I pretended I didn't notice him, but I tried to speak louder so he could hear. I'm so pathertic. But he was looking at me. Then, when he went in first, I whispered to Gab "Do you want to know a secret?" [You have to understand, in my relationship with Gab, I'm very much the annoying child and she's the adult one, depite the fact that she's always drunk at college. Oh Gab. Did I mention that she was hungover today? FOR OUR EXAM? Stupid girl.] "Yes I do Eileen." "OKAY. Make sure you look around you. Take EVERYBODY in." "How can I do that?!" "JUST DO IT. Do not miss anyone." So we walked in, and she was looking around. "So what's the.." "SHHHHHH. Have you taken everybody in?" "Yes!" "Good. Hey Gab." "What?" "Do you want to know the secret now?" "Yes." "It's embarrassing..." "Just tell me!" "I like someone." "Ooooh. Who. Wait - is this the boy you were telling me about?" "...who?" "The one you were telling me about when we walked back from Gloria Jeans." "Oh. No, different boy. Uni boy." "Oh! Really!" She paused and looked around. "As in, he's in this room?" "No shit Gabs." She then tried to guess, and she got warmer and warmer until "The guy in green." [Chris.] "Yes." "How good am I?! How did I know. I'm just too good." "Oh, you are Gab." We then discussed it for a while, her thoughts? Yeah, he's hot. Well, kind of hot anyway. Which I agree with... I only really like him because that time I was with Sarah and we walked past each other he smiled at me. And he always laughs when I'm dead on Fridays because invariably I have had less than an hours sleep due to gay work. Gab accused me of hooking up with him. Hah, 'sif. We stopped talking for a while. A few people walked past, then beside me I could see a pair of thongs [with legs inside them, of course.] I looked up, and sure enough, it was Tom. I turned to Gab. "Guess who else I like." "That guy." "Yep." "I can see why." So the slide test was actually... well, I left feeling pretty good. I was happy and jumping up and down and excited and everything, and Gab was beside me going "That's the worst thing I've ever done in my life." It just so happened that the 8 slides that we had were the 8 that I had studied, and I was feeling so good about myself with everything bar the dates. Machine Tournez Vite? Heck yes! Monument to the Third International? Of course! Hurrah, the Butter is Finished? Keep them COMING! It was pow! pow! pow! and I was satisfied. I couldn't be bothered getting anybody's attention, so I made Gab walk out in front of me [didn't want to run into Girl-who-wears-my-pants because I was wearing the pants. Quel embarrassment!]. Gab's friend left and we walked out the same way. Tom was in front of us, and as soon as I noticed he wasn't heading off to the tutorial, I took this as the opportunity I had missed on Monday night. "Tom. TOM." Long story short, I ditched Gab and he gave me a lift home, which was the best thing ever. And now I can stop whining because I got a chance to say goodbye, which is what I wanted all along. I was so happy when I got into the car and realised that he had it already set to JJJ, I was in heaven. It was a perfectly sunny day and he had no shoes on and I got to be with Tom and I was so haaaaaaaappy. Well, that's all. I got home in a daze and watched Scrubs and Grounded For Life. Early seasons of both, which was good. Late Grounded For Life got a bit contrived I must say. Anyway I felt bad for ditching Gabriella so I messaged her but her reply didn't make much sense... A good ending to first year university =]