I love the way you l o v e But I hate the way* I'm s.u.p.p.o.s.e.d to love you back Today we had a [Pep Rally].. I cheered somewhat.. ..we went to waterhouse field.. it was ok, we had to walk though ..afterwards, everyone was talking about the cheerleaders and how they went the wrong way for the "who is the best athlete" and they were talking about Eric and how he went the wrong way for the winner thing. It was really funny. ..It was kinda funny but stupid in a way.. ..Ive always wanted to know what it felt like.. --To go up there and actually be in it --To be the best athlete --To be a cheerleader and everyone loves you ..apparently ill never know : ..maybe I actually can do it, haha, i doubt that, I am not that flexibile. ..I wonder who likes me? But I like Eric<3 I dont think Keith understands that I like Jon ..and I kinda like Kevan ..ohh whatever do I do? Stay alert cause I'm obsessed Surely I can't be depressed Could I be read if I was see-through Or would you just read my spine --and for all you people who think "im obsessed" or "pathetic" ..or whatever ..I dont care ..because the last time I checked ..I started this diary because it was my outlet to *complain and bitch and moan* so if you dont like it Do me a HUGE favor and DONT READ IT! --and all you people who wanna talk shit and cant say it to my face *meaning leaving me hate comments anonymously* ..if your ganna say stuff u should back up what you say and dont be a scared pussy bitch because if you cant say it to my face im not ganna fucking waste my time on little cunts like you ..i have worse off problems than listenin to you bitch ..so thanks again for your fucking time :)-- ..I am a little bitchy today