im scared. everything is now all of a sudden hitting me; it hurts, i dont want to think about it. everytime i do, i cry. i dont want anything to change; if so, for the better please, thats all i ask. i cant do this right now. i will truly miss the memories we had, but we sure as hell will make new ones. <3 i like you oh so much, i dont think you understand. i love being around you; the aura that surrounds you. the way we laugh about nothing, and talk about everything. you showed me new things that ive never experienced before and i thank you for that. everytime you text me; i get butterflies and get all giggly. you make me happy and sad. i like you. i wish it could work out in the end.