intense. friday. wow. was amazing. no sex. but still was amazing. everything went my way. and yet, still went downwards from that day. i hate it. but i loved it. i wish i never did anything. but yet i loved every second of it. i wish-- he wasnt such an ass. and i wasnt just his booty call. i cant change it. i wish i could. but thats life. and i still like him. i honestly wish i didnt. but i do. whatever. friday was amazing.