i dont like this. "nothing will change." right? yeah thats what i thought. fuck this. i miss the past. i miss the way things used to be. i hate what people are changing into, everything is now fights or bickers. get over yourself, get along. i just need someone to talk to, talking to my best friends is useless, well talking to one of them is useless. i cant please everyone, i wish i could. i wish it was simple, just being in two places at once thatd be amazing. and the whole bad part about this is, i just want someone. a guy. everyone around me is in a relationship and its just making me sad because i dont have one and i feel lonely at times. ah. i have alot of feelings right now. just stop the fighting and the changing. please?