i wish i knew when i liked someone, and not like them for the fact they like me. i cant figure it out. i know i like one kid, but theres a downfall. i hate it. oh well. ill figure it out or just lose in the end; i guess thats the way life works. _ i dont want to lose the ones i love. i cant/wont let that happen. i hope it will never, i would be lost, i wouldnt know what to do with myself. maybe its just because people are maturing, moving on with life, forgetting the ones they loved that were always there for them, and trying to find new ones? which doesnt make sense but whatever it is, i hope its for the good and not for the sake of just changing. i keep looking back, its time to look forward, time to just love my life and keep doing what im doing hoping it will take me somewhere. and never to forget the ones that have always been there for me, no matter how many fights or disagreements we have. i will always be there for them. <3