i want/need a boyfriend. i hate being around couples. i envy that. i want that sahh bad. everyone keeps asking me this. "kelsey, why dont you have a boyfriend?" its all the guys that ask me.. one of them should be my boyfriend. ha. all my friends have a boyfriend. all my friends have a girlfriend. whats so wrong with me, that i dont? whatevuh. maybe i need to stop searching. just live my life. and maybe someday a guy will come in. ill hope. ill pray. ill dream. it just sucks. i want to be able to kiss him anytime i want. have someone to hangout with when my friends cant. have someone i can be goofy with. him just like me for me. i want that sah bad. i dont see why that just doesnt happen for me? is it to much of a dream?