Listening to: Butch Walker – Maybe it’s just me
Feeling: bittersweet
For some reason I keep listening to this song over and over again. And I don’t really get the lyrics.
“Cause I can't live if you're not happy
I can't live if you cry,
But I can live without you if it makes you smile
And I can't wait to see you rise
And I can't wait for you to shine
But I can wait for you if all you need is...â€
Really what is it saying to the listeners? You can’t live without someone but yet you don’t care if you leave her if it makes her smile? If John left me and said that to me.. Well let’s just say it’s going on the list of stupid reasons to break up with someone. [[Greg started that list]] That’s just a different topic though.
So, John and Shawna get back today. I'm hoping that they get home early so I might be able to hang out with either of them.
Geeze, last night I went to bed a bit early then usual, 10:30. And I didn't fall asleep till 11:40ish, and then acouple hours later I got woken up by thunder and a big bright flash of lighting, lighting up my bedroom. I couldn't sleep with the rain hitting the window and I think at one point there was hail hitting the window too. I finaly fell back to sleep after the storm had stopped. I woke up at noon.. I haven't been able to sleep that long in a while.
hurry up and come home!
-jess
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