So Sami and I went shopping yesterday. Funny time! "Are you guys 18?" "ahh no, why?" "My friend has tickets to get into a bar, you guys like to drink?" "no, but you have fun. how old are you?" "I'm 25" Sam says "Lets go Jess!" haha that was awesome. Those were some awesome pictures we took in the photobooth. "fish face!" I bought John the cutiest stuffed animal ever, I'm going to give it to him on our one year thats in 15 days! I'm so happy that I've had a relationship last that long, I love him to death. I don't know what I would do without him. So after the mall with Sami, John came over and we had this long talk. We talked about stuff that we would never really tell each other, John thought that when we were first going out that it was only going to last a little bit cuz I would find someone else to be with, which was never true, I liked him when I was going out with Greg(his best friend) in grade 9. Greg left to Toronto for spring break, and he told John to look after me, well that week John and I talked forever and it made me like him more than I liked Greg.[[Greg doesn't know about this]] But I'm glad how things turned out in the end. Even though when John was explaining thins to me, it made me feel weird, I can't explain it. I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow night, going out to Grapes for my aunt's birthday.. my grandma was making a big deal that I didn't go to my cousin's birthday party, I was at Greg's and Sam's birthday party and beside I don't like that side of the family. So she is like making my family go out for dinner. It's not going to be fun. I think I'm going to watch a movie now or something and wait for John to call me some time today. lots of love, jess xo