Last night was so bad, I had such a hard time falling asleep. I went to bed at 12:30 and just lied there thinking. Not sure exactly what I was thinking about but oh well. Last night John's parents came over to met my parents, that went fine. John had came over just to be here to make sure that his parents didn't say much about me and him. John spent the night at Justin's place with all the guys, he said that he would call me when he gets home from Justin's place. I hope that he calls before 4:30 because I have to leave to go to my grandma's place for Ukraian christmas dinner. I hope that I get home from my grandma's place around 8-8:30 so that John and I can do something. I could go online and talk to Greg or Justin to see if John is still there, but I'm not sure weither to talk to them and look like a controlling girlfriend or just wait for him to call me. ..hhmmm