Not the best day at all. Hating everything so much. I woke up perfectly fine, but when I went to meet John, Greg and Kruz were standing with him which I found weird. Anyways, walking to school I didn't say much because they were all talking. So we walked into school still didn't talk much, John went to do his homework in the library for a bit, then came back out to sit with me and finish it. Shawna came in and sat beside John and they were talking like I wasn't there. Then I went to get my binder before the second class started and I came back to go see John and he had walked away with Shawna back to my locker for her things. And shes holding him like she is his girlfriend. Ohh I wanted to push her off my guy, but whatever she wants to play it like that fine. So they are walking down the hall to my locker and talking so I walking 5 feet away from them and when Shawna was at the locker I walked up to John and gave him a hug and said what the fuk? and hes like I was going to talk to her about you guys fighting. Then she just walked away giving me a bad look. Then by the 4th period came I told John how I felt about us always doing the same old thing, and he got mad, so he wasn't talking much to me. Then when we finally got better, it was 5th period. I walked into class and sat down, Dan came into class and sat in the desk ahead of me while he is high as a kite and started to flirt with me, I was like what the fuk kid I'm with John piss off. He then put his hand on my leg and was going up, so I moved away. Walking home was wet from the rain. So John said he wasn't going to walk me down my backlane, so he kissed me and was going to leave to walk with the guys, but then decided to stay with me. So I was telling him about Dan and stuff and he wasn't really talking. Meaning he was mad about period 4 still. He said the problem was that I wasn't smiling all day. So around 4:40ish he left and said I'll call you later after dinner. So when I walked in the door, I had to make dinner, wash the dishes, and then went grocery shopping with my dad. Fun fun. jesss